Hello, me in the 18th years old version,
This is me, your 19th years old version speaking, writing, I mean.
Sorry that I just peeked a letter that you wrote to me in 23rd years old version for almost one year ago in this blog.
But looks like, after I was walking, running, falling, and through some things right after you wrote that.
I'm sorry maybe from now on I will dissapoint you in the future,
Is it okay? can you forgive me?
But still, I'm going so damn hard to make our dreams come true.
Do you know that I have went through some dilemma that even you couldn't imagined that before. Hahaha.
'Cause it feels like I must to go through so many years, so many hard work, so many tears, so far away to achieve your dreams,our dream. And yes I'm afraid.
Please, wish me luck.
Tuesday 29 July 2014
Tuesday 22 July 2014
Kumparan Rindu.
Last night I dreamed about you, weird dream I called it haha, because you do things that you don't really like in the real life, maybe because it was in my dream projection :p
As always, I dream random and weird things, here's the story :
Coldplay is finally here, their concert was at MY CAMPUS HAHAHA UDAH KAYAK PAYUNG TEDUH, but in small place, and comfortable. Dark, but I can still see my friends was there, Rere included, hahaha.
Sadly, all my friends already go to that concert with their friends, when I'm still in nowhere asking for every partner that want to go with me. Beside, I have to attend for "something" in my campus (Actually I knew it, but it's too specific hahah) That's when I was having some dilemma,
But then I meet you and others, ready to do "something", and with a pessimistic feeling I ask you :
"Hey, wanna accompany me to watch that Coldplay concert upstairs?"
And suprisingly, you answered "Of course! why not?"
Why I was pessimistic that time? because you don't like Coldplay, you like metal band, and you don't like to accompany with someone and something you don't like, in the real life, I am sure you will prefer to choose to do that "something", instead of accompany me.
So yeah, you were asked for the permission to skip the "something" to "someone", well actually you are lying hahaha
And we go upstairs, watch Coldplay. Singing some songs, actually I'm the only one who singing because you dont like the band ahaha. But you were there, listening peacefully. And, I introduced you to one of my friends, I feel so comfortable.
Then, I woke up.
Reality, back to reality.
I don't know to whom I should be thankful to, to my freaking mind? God? you? for giving me that sweet dream.
Why I called it sweet dreams? because :
1. Thats the first time in my dream, I was there at Coldplay concert, DI KAMPUS GW LAGI HAHAHA.
2. I attended that concert, with you.
But what happens in dreams, stay in dreams.
"The truth is, I miss you."
Coldplay - Warning Sign.
p.s : nulis ini cuma buat jadi bahan flashback aja pas dibuka2 lagi nanti :p karena mimpi itu gampang banget dilupain kan?
As always, I dream random and weird things, here's the story :
Coldplay is finally here, their concert was at MY CAMPUS HAHAHA UDAH KAYAK PAYUNG TEDUH, but in small place, and comfortable. Dark, but I can still see my friends was there, Rere included, hahaha.
Sadly, all my friends already go to that concert with their friends, when I'm still in nowhere asking for every partner that want to go with me. Beside, I have to attend for "something" in my campus (Actually I knew it, but it's too specific hahah) That's when I was having some dilemma,
But then I meet you and others, ready to do "something", and with a pessimistic feeling I ask you :
"Hey, wanna accompany me to watch that Coldplay concert upstairs?"
And suprisingly, you answered "Of course! why not?"
Why I was pessimistic that time? because you don't like Coldplay, you like metal band, and you don't like to accompany with someone and something you don't like, in the real life, I am sure you will prefer to choose to do that "something", instead of accompany me.
So yeah, you were asked for the permission to skip the "something" to "someone", well actually you are lying hahaha
And we go upstairs, watch Coldplay. Singing some songs, actually I'm the only one who singing because you dont like the band ahaha. But you were there, listening peacefully. And, I introduced you to one of my friends, I feel so comfortable.
Then, I woke up.
Reality, back to reality.
I don't know to whom I should be thankful to, to my freaking mind? God? you? for giving me that sweet dream.
Why I called it sweet dreams? because :
1. Thats the first time in my dream, I was there at Coldplay concert, DI KAMPUS GW LAGI HAHAHA.
2. I attended that concert, with you.
But what happens in dreams, stay in dreams.
"The truth is, I miss you."
Coldplay - Warning Sign.
p.s : nulis ini cuma buat jadi bahan flashback aja pas dibuka2 lagi nanti :p karena mimpi itu gampang banget dilupain kan?
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